Wednesday, December 3, 2008

two more to go... (By: Andy Mok)

Before i forget, we had a visitor at cbu today. She's from australia, and her name is Liz. She's friends with my roommate's girlfriend Emily. I'm always happy when visitors come to CBU for whatever occasion. Something inside me usually creeps out and makes me the unofficial CBU guide. I enjoy the thought of guests enjoying their stay because I had something to do with it.
I just wrote a whole paragraph and deleted it.

In all honesty, I have no idea what to write about today. I have some thoughts and things in my head that I'm just going to start typing and hope that it works out.

I usually have things under control but lately I feel as though I can't seem to hold anything down. Don't worry, it's not as serious as it sounds. I just don't really know what's going to happen in the next few weeks. I graduate December 19th so everyone's been asking me what I'm doing and where I'll be.

I have no idea?

Every where I go, I get reminders of how my college career is coming to an end. Like today, I got a text reminding me and the other bloggers that we only have two more posts left. What in the world is going on? Why can't we like slow down or something. As a CBU blogger, I'm encouraged to write blogs that are entertaining and relevant to the lives of high-school and college students wherever. I don't know if I can do that in this blog or the next, not because I don't want to but because there's no way any non-graduate of CBU could understand what I'm grappling with. I remember graduating from high-school and being sad but this is a whole different ball game.

Why would anyone ever want to leave this stage of life?

Maybe I'm speaking too soon and am unaware of what awesome things are ahead. Don't care, I would prefer to be narrow-minded right now and express my thoughts regarding graduation.

I don't want to leave.

Would you want to leave this?






This is only a fraction of the memories that I've stored during my time here. I won't even hesitate to be selfish and hope for more.
Please?




Andy Mok

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